let's swim the stress away.

whooaaa. today was soooo... ok.
woke up, texted josh, texted dan, made future project plans with dan, kept conversation with josh, got dressed, waited for mom to eat, went to michael's, bought peach o's and molding clay, saw people in prom attire taking prom pictures, went to albertson's in ontario, bought ice cream, went to my uncle's, put on sunscreen while eating ice cream, swam, got hit on the head several times with a ball, tread water for five minutes straight, took a shower, looked in the mirror to see my burnt face and now dark body, texted 'robert,' played twister 3 times, won once, ate fish with my hands, tried speaking tagalog, served rice for my 16 year old guy cousin on a teletubby plate, made/ate chocolate chip cookies, watched some resident evil: extinction, played mario galaxy, went pee, washed hands, finished game plan, collected my things, went home, texted eric in the car, made phone plans with josh, got home, threw my stuff on the bed and in my closet, now i'm blogging. and i js dropped my blackberry on the keyboard.

so about my conversation with 'robert,' it totally kind of killed my day.
btw, thanks again, for nothing, nada, zip.
honestly, i really did like you but you're being unstable and i don't think you really know what you want.
on and off for two times in a row, this off is finally final.
i'm sick of the bs, i'm sick of making the first move, i'm sick of always having to do the approaching.
no worries, no more, chus it's all over now. it was fun while it lasted, but nothing really happened.
although you said you didn't wna hurt me, and apologies do no good, it all happened anyway chus you think too much.

tell me.
was it worth it?