ohhhmy. technology fasting ):

dangit. stupid white noise english project thing. we're doing this technology fasting thing for hiett's class where we can't use any electronic devices for the whole weekend D: starting midnight. that freakin sucks. -_-

well today i went out with bryan after school and we bought thai tea from dolphin bay. we had some complications with thatchus he kept getting confused about which one was thai tea and which was milk tea. rofl. but we got it done. then we went to rowland heights park and chilled. we played on the playground and while we were swinging, a little girl confronted us and was like 'hey. i know this playground is for little kids. why are you here?' and i repsponded with 'i am a little kid.' and i smiled at her and she looked frustrated and walked away. then we climbed this thing and sat there for a while and the same little girl came up to us again and was like 'HEY! what are you waiting for ?! get down here!' and i was like 'uhh. we like it up here.' haha. it was pretty funny. then they left.

me and bryan transfered to the little kiddie playground and we had a talk. i like spilled out everything that's happened between us and what's gone on with me. then he went into deep thought. :/ we were quiet for like forever. then i dragged him out of the playground and we sat on a bench and everything was fine again. haha. we talked about his graduation present that he figured out -_- apparently i'm really obvious (: but then we talked about how i didn't wna get him a black pillowcase for it chus his jizz would show xD then i had to leave and we texted and got into this whole conversation about guys and masturbation and wet dreams o_o ohmygoodness. it's so gross. tmi.

off to enjoy the last hours i have of technology for the weekend.
au revoir, bon nuit. (:

:)

today i failed an english test in first period. hehe. it went by fast x]

second period i had a talk with kristie about bryan and she told me things that made me tear up. when the bell rang, i ran out of there.

third period i forgot it was run day D: suck.

fourth period i got a c on my french project x.x heheheehheheehhe. i always get bad grades on second semester projects -_-

fifth period we took notes on 'reds' and my teacher fast forwarded and covered up the sex scene. rofl. i wrote bryan part one of his end of the year presents.

lunch time bryan actually came up to me ! for the first time. haha! x] and i gave him his note and my french project penis. lol. JUSTIN BROKE IT CHUS HE STUCK IT IN HIS SHIRT AND HE TRIED FIXING IT WITH GUM. that bryan stiffed. haha. choir kids are funny x] so basically i spent lunch with choir people and then the bell rang and i dragged bryan to sixth period with me

sixth period i finally understood my homework ! i never understood it in koyfman's precal class last year D: i think he intimidates me x.x he's so hard.

things unraveled throughout sixth and seventh period through text messages with bryan since i had classes. but i'm satisfied x]

i tried sleeping in seventh but i can't seem to sleep in my classes anymore x.x ohwell.

then i got home and did hw and texted some more and now i'm trying to figure out summer school stuff (: i spent the day in my room with a sick cousin. i hope i don't get sick.

au revoir for now.

la marathon !

oohhhhh. today was so tiring x.x we woke up around 6 and we had chocolate chip, blueberry, and buttermilkd pancakes. haha. it was good. everyone at mile 20 was filipino ;) haha. so there were some cute guys playing music on speakers. hehehe. thank goodness for old people sororities and fraternities who have cute kids. x] but we were there from like 7am til 1pm. omg. i was so tired. but it was ok. rofl. we came home with over a dozen gallons of water -_- and i got a scratch on my right thigh chus of the stupid gate. it's  really long scratch and it hurts like a mother.

after our volunteer work was done, we ate out at numero uno pizza place and i had a pineapple and sun dried tomato calzone. it was good x] then we went back to my aunt's house, packed our stuff, said our goodbyes, and went home. i don't quite remember what comes after that. i know i was asleep the whole ride home. i'm dead tired

now dan just picked up our ugly french project -_- i hope we get a decent grade. his dad looks quite scary, but he js said that he's nice to his friends and i should really be scared of his mom. lol. his mom looks ok x] but most filipino moms i know are crazy. hehe

los angeles part 1

today, i got up at 8 and fought over the shower with my mom. i won. then at 9:30 me and my uncle and 2 other cousins left to go to la and we got here like an hour and a half early. then we left at 11 to the la convention center to help outwith passing out goodie bags and stuff. during the four hours, i made 2 new friends that i'll be seeing next year and we got lots of shirts. angelo called me and my aunt got mad chus i was supposed to be working and people were walking past me. but then our time was over and everyone was dead tired and we walked out with a crap load of shirts. oh. and i got angelo one chus he told me, soo yee.

when we got home, we ate dinner, which was all these vegetarian things, and then we went to yogurtland but the line was huuuge so we had to go to coldstones, which was closed, and then we go to baskinrobins just in time chus it was about to close. thank you steve for paying for my ice cream. hehe. not my cone x] but he won't read this chus apparently he doesn't like bloggers. after that, we went back to my aunt's house and i took the weirdest shower

cousin: angie, good luck taking a shower

me: why?

cousin: don't worry. i had to take care of the problems, now you have to

me: fine.

problem #1 - i couldn't get the towel to hang on the little stub they call a 'towel hanger' -_- it was like ugh. but eventually i figured it out. haha

problem #2 - the water was strong. we had to turn the things really slowly so that we could get the water just right.

problem #3 - THE SHOWER DOOR WOULDN'T CLOSE

i had to hold it the whole time >:O which isn't what ate did and she didn't tell me til morning the next day. you're supposed to stuff your towel in between so it closes.

problem #4 - shampoo and soap

there were five million different kinds of shampoo there. dog shampoo. took a while to find the right one.

but i think those were all the problems. then i went to bed and woke up at 12:30 to a fire truck which woke up all the dogs in the neighborhood, who started barking and woke me up x.x

oh, goodness.

so last night i was super exhausted after pop show. pop show was really good, btw. i think it's too late to tell you to watch, though. hehe.

so yesterday i don't even remember what happened. i think it's chus of the monster i drank in second to third to fourth. i dont think my body responds well to monster D: i was so hyper in second then it died down and i was tired but i wasn't tired the rest of the day.

we started this kind of boring movie in history. i have no idea how to answer the questions loza gave us.

during lunch i felt like i had to barf. i have no idea what was wrong. and i had a headache. i hung out with dan and then we went to the library and played tetris on the computers. rofl. i never thought i'd ever go to the library during a lunch. i didn't know roevee was behind me until he called me an idiot. haha. for some reason, my barf-headache feeling went away.

then sixth period came and i guess i seemed really depressed. mr baumunk was really nice about it though and he let me get out of the class to see my counselor and i was kind of out of class for a long time. most of the time i was talking to friends but eventually i saw my counselor and asked her about summer school. i need to find out where to take chem. 

seventh period my barf headache came back. omg. it sucked. i don't remember a lot that happened friday. i only remember my group hated me in second for doing such complicated rsvp cards and that in sixth i was really sad.

after school dan came over to do our french project that's due on tuesday and we're really screwed. D: this is gna kill our b's -_- we went to the park around 5:30 and he was hungry so i made mac and cheese that we took to the park. we were playing on the playground. haha. it was fun. we left at 6 and went to school and i went in the guy's bathroom. it's sooooooo dirty. how gross. i'd hate to be a guy and have to pee there. rofl. then we had to go to the front chus we weren't allowed back there. then we bought tickets to pop show and jack johnson music was playing :D and we waited til it started. then dan had to pee and we saw sam and she was like 'why are you here' like.. not to be rude but chus bryan was there and yeah. x.x suck. then i saw moses and he gave me a piggy back ride and then me and dan went back in and it started.

omggg. it totally killed me(haha catcher) when fcking bryan came out -_- sucksucksuck. but that's k. i started getting into the show and then i didn't really care much. but it still was kinda ugh. thennnnnnn intermission ! and tam said there was an extra seat in the front and me and dan moved there. we squished all the seats together to make a bench so we could all fit but dan ended up wanting to sit on the floor, which he did. haha. omgg. it's so weird. bryan's spot was like in front of me so i couldn't help but looking and i think once, he looked at me back and i was like 'crap'.

then pop show ended and i was gna say hi to bryan, but i was like 'no nvm. he's so happy i'll js let him be. if he wants to talk to me then he can come up to me.' which he did. and he waved and walked to me and like.. i jumped over and we went into the intense hug that lasted a while and he was mumbling something i couldn't hear but i was js like whatever. i'll make this moment last until i got curious and then we started talking.

after a while i decided i had to go and machie met my mom and i met her mom and we took dan home real fast chus he had to take a crap. rofl. 

SATURDAY ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADING ! :D

today, i ate out with my mom and some church friends at marie calendar's and it was so weird chus rachel was our waitress and i've never pictured her doing her job before and then i got to see it in real life o_O lol. anyway. it was fun. i was the only one who didn't finish my food and i had lemon meringue pie for dessert :D it was ok but too creamy.

when i got home, i watched the curious case of benjamin button. brad pitt is flipping hot. haha. it was a really sad movie ): but it's so long x]

that's all for today (: i'm off to my aunt's house in la tomorrow and i'll be back monday night.

life comes at you fast, and the surprises jump right at you when you least expect it.

as said by Benjamin Button, "You never know what's coming for you."

with love,

gella.

GOODMORNING !

goodmooorrrninggg, man ! happy midnight. what joy spending midnight doing a research paper. but i'm lagging it by chatting with edmund rofl. about my problems. and about the project -_- stupid paper. i was gna vent out here, but edmund got it off my chest. rofl

soooo. happy birthday jojo ! eighteen. legal age.

at first, i was too chicken to wish him happy bday so i told edmund to toss a coin and i'd guess which side it landed on. if i guessed right i would wish jojo happy bday. and i guessed right but idk if he was lying. but i wished him anyway. and i think i woke him up. my bad. sorry.

welllll today was gay. kinda. idk. sometimes i still like bryan but sometimes i dont. so gay.

dan lost his american apparel bag D: with all his showcase stuff. aww. that really sucks. so we had to cancel our pho date. ohwell. that's k. there's always tomorrow before we do our french project.

i met matthew today ! :D i've always wanted to meet him ): he looks so cool. i've always made these little comments to him but i've never really talked to him or really met him so i told dan to introduce me. and he did (: smank yooh dann andrew recio.

so for the climax of my day..

at lunch, i guess i kept looking for him and then he popped out of the hideout and walked next to dan and dan was like 'there he is!' omggg. could he be more obvious? i think it got awkward chus the expression on bryan's face was awkward x.x ohemgee. js gotta drop it and keep on going. i feel like change. pip pip hoorah.

let's be like the little train that could or whatever it was. it was a train that was persistent. haha. but let's keep on going and live life chus each day's a new day with new surprises. there's not enough time to focus on the past. it's time to live for the future.

wuhwuhwednesdayyy!

ohgoodness. today was kinda good. idk. first period i was lucky we didn't have a test on white noise. i hate that book. it's so boring. i'm so excited for our project in second period (: i'm so proud of my rsvp and invite cards. they're so nice. haha. i'm scared for cooking. i hope all turns out well. i think it will. we have kristie. haha. oh. bryan talked to me. we said hi. and i borrowed his pencil.

third period i swam ! with my friend faith chou (: haha. the water was so cold at first. but then it got warm. me and henhan played tag lol. but i got tired and i was js floating in the middle. he freakin drowned me. my stomach is drowning in water. at the end of the period, me and faith manned up and jumped off the diving board. HENRY was supposed to follow -_- but his little butthead chickened out. gaygaygay. you owe me.

foouurrthh periodd ! bought another bag of bonbon's. gave like four to cristine. i found out there was some funky pork thing in bonbons. no longer allowed to eat certain candy x.x why are good things so gross.

fifth period we continued watching the mozart flick. it's pretty good. if mozart really acted like that in real life, he's weird. but i love his laugh. lol. it's so funny.

lalalunch. omgg. i hate having to see him leave -_- gaygaygay! i spent it with machie. then we chilled with dan. then nadine. then off to april and them but then the bell rang. but before that, bolton showed us the cutest porno. rofl. with balloon animals x] haha.

sixth period was ok. i finished my hw. adam told me to smell his armpit -_- and i made this weird grossed out noise that disrupted the class. my bad. it's so weird. every time i see lionel i always see him looking at me o_O there's something wrong with my face.

seventh perriiodd ! was boring. rofl. i saw ron adjust his wedgie o_O

me: what are you doing?

ron: oh. oops. how awkward. it always sucks chus when i do it there's always at least ONE person that sees me and it's just really awkward.

me: HAHAHA !

i couldn't stop laughing. rofl. but bio was kinda fun today x]

zach whipkey is such a cutie ! i swear. rofl. his hugs are bomb (: and i always seem to be excited when i see him. lol. no. but i don't like him. he's js got this vibe of 'coolness.' haha. i guess x] i'm weird.

then after school my mom and i went shoppinggggg ! :D new clothes. well. shorts. i don't like buying shirts from forever 21 anymore -_-  i'm scared someone else'll have it, so i don't even think about it. i'm waiting til my mom takes me to av (: and i'm taking danrecio with me. ohohoh - french project friday. he better not forget.

hehe. my kuya michael's birthday is tomorrow. i forgot how old he's gna be. happy 20 something ! haha.

i miss the old days. back when i could stay out til 1 or 2am just hanging with my group. when we'd go out every weekend and just chill doing nothing. i'm stupid.

"Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future."

  ~Paul Boese

restlessness.

"its sad when people you know become the people you knew. how you just pretend that they never were a big part of your life, how you were able to talk for hours and how now, you cant even look at them. man up, it could be worse."

- Evelyn Yen.

i like evelyn's blogs. they're so deep sometimes. kinna like she just lets out all her emotion on a blog post. that's kind of hard for me to do. i get scared at who reads my blog and what might happen if i type the wrong thing and they read it. life's a game and it's not getting any easier. the levels of frustration get higher, peer pressure increases, and you break away from people you were once close to before.

there's people who i've lost for the stupidest reasons. i couldn't be mature and handle the situation like how it's SUPPOSED to be handled. instead i act like an immature spoiled brat and play the cold shoulder game. thanks to my idiocy, i have lost one of my most trusted friends and another friend who i was hoping to learn more about. even if people say i should live life without regrets, these are the ones that i regret greatly. as he once said, "things happen for a reason."

i'm so utterly and truly sorry for all that i've done. until today, i still beat myself up for my two wrongdoings with you guys. the death glares, cold shoulders, consistent complains to my close friends; i love one dearly and the other, i still have much to learn. i'm sorry for all my bs and my wasted efforts of keeping up a friendship. as much as i say i tried, apriltherese knows i didn't give my all. there are still more lessons to learn about life, more time to grow, more time to make better choices.

i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry.

tuptuptuesday.

last night was crap. me and my mom got into a fight because i FORGOT to bring my lunch to school. she said "apparently my cooking is UNappreciated" WHUP DE FREAKIN DOO. as usual, she jumps to conclusions and i just pretty much tune her out like always. anyway. she was yelling at me in the kitchen in front of my cousins and assuming all her bs and then i yelled back and she pulled my hair. whatever. i couldn't sleep that night for some reason so i decided i might as well start my hw that i didn't do that day at like midnight. i finished and i went to bed at like 1. but i finished "speak." now i js wna buy the other books i'm aiming to read. i added "catalyst" to the list.

i woke up this morning, not a word to my mom. we pass eachother, yet no words whatsoever. in the car, she was trying to make small talk, yet i refused to cooperate. i'm a stubborn btch. i know. :/ i FINALLY get to school. thank goodness. turned in my extra credit white noise and finished some of the foods final project. we did more than what we needed. i think our project is gna turn out pretty.

second period i was unsuccessful in getting his attention.

third period pe i just about died running laps. -_- i can't wait til next year. pe, no more. but tomorrow me and faith swim in the dreaded pool that's full of period one and two's germs.

fourth period, i bought bonbons and they were all gone by the end of lunch. i forgot to save some for cristine o_o i'll buy some tomorrow for her. mybad. dan makes this class fun. lia, jason, jessica, and yessinia(spelling?), too.

fifth period we watched more of uhhh the mozart movie. it's sooo good. but eventually i got tired of watching. i never thought i'd get tired of watching a movie during class.

lunch time me and april skipped out on the last french club meeting. i don't think we're going to the banquet. ohwell. i wanted to go but it's too late to turn in the money now i think. :'( i spent lunch with dan today. it was fun. haha. stupid tam and dongju! idk whose sister she is but she's cute. first i heard she was dongju's then i heard she was tam's, then i heard she was donju's sister and tam's girlfriend o_O then the bell rings and off to sixth period.

my baumunk's the best teacher. he comforts. friday he let me vent out some feelings to him. i love baumunk. i wanted to sleep today but i ended up finishing my hw. it was easy though. i finished like two assignments in a period. i told eric tan about the drama back in eighth grade at rincon. ugh. middle school days. i can't wait til school's over. hi, april.

ohohoh. lionel came into sixth late today and i our conversation went a little like:

me: liooonneeel !

him: -nods and laughs like a LOT-

me: hahahaha (i looked at his eyes and they were like red)

me: ARE YOU HIGH !?

lionel: -nodding and laughing- hahahah yeeeaaah.

roflrofl. lionel's funny. he's got the CUTEST smile when he smiles with his braces (:

too bad he's a pot head. rofl. 

seventh period was so rawr. i didn't know how to do anything x_x gaygaygay. zach's so cute. lol. i always meet him before class. he smells good x] machie vented to me. henry and i tried to figure out the stupid fossils. apparently henry met up with greg after school. good for him. haha. april came over and she was supposed to do her portfolio but she ended up on the computer the whole time. lol. i did my foods project. omg. i love our rsvp invitations. they're so cute but so much work. i think it took me half an hour to an hour to do one. but it's worth it if we get an a.

dan had to go to showcase rehearsal so we didn't do our french project again today. ugh. my cousin michael's birthday is on thursday. he's sick right now. ew. swine flu. jk. not really. idk. 

i started an apology/goodbye letter for bryan today in seventh. idk if i should find out his locker and stick it in there or buy him a goodbye gram and tell them to attach my letter to it or whatever. i just know that before this school year's over, i want us to talk again. i don't want us to part in silence. woe is me.

let's learn from our mistakes and try not to repeat the past. take on new adventures, make new mistakes, and learn from them once again. learn from this ongoing process called "life."

no topic.

oh. and by some miraculous miracle, bryan, if you're reading this,

i'm a bitch. sorry.

hello, world

yesterday i went to the beach with some friends from church; tiffani and nikki. i didn't really get to take pictures chus we were busy swimming and stuff. we looked for a lot of sea shells. haha. then nikki's sister, tiffany, came along with her husband, i forgot his name, and casandra, her daughter. 

we were posted right next to life guard dock numero 21. the life guards were hot.


i started reading this new book. it's really good.

&we ate a lotta junk food. that we didn't finish.


i ended my beach visit with writing my name in the sand. it was hard chus people kept walking in front of it while i was taking the picture and then the waves kept coming.

after the beach, we went to tiffany's apartment and watched the bootleg new xmen. omgg ! it's soooo good. go watch it. hugh jackman's fooiinnee. (: but it's a sad movie. and stay after the credits chus there's more.
nooww for today,it was so ugh. but it was ok i guess. i got a 77 on my french test that i didn't study for. i spent lunch with my good friend machie tabaru and we updated ourselves on what happened during the weekend (: haha. i think robert caught me looking at him -_- awkward. a lot of awkward stuff happened with me today. oh. i was so tired today. even if it was late start. I CAME LATE ON LATE START. mr hiett was like 'people who come late on late start are pathetic' ohmy. lol. ohwell.after school i went with april to her dentist. then we went to food 4 less and then target where there were no more dr grips for dan(sorry dan). after came the mall. and finally, home.i'm still reading "speak". i have a whole reading list: something about a "wallflower," "the outsiders," "lucky," "things not seen," and i still have to read "white noise" for school. oohhh my reading schedule's booked. how exciting (:
books are the essence of my getaway from the unwanted realities of life.

let's swim the stress away.

whooaaa. today was soooo... ok.
woke up, texted josh, texted dan, made future project plans with dan, kept conversation with josh, got dressed, waited for mom to eat, went to michael's, bought peach o's and molding clay, saw people in prom attire taking prom pictures, went to albertson's in ontario, bought ice cream, went to my uncle's, put on sunscreen while eating ice cream, swam, got hit on the head several times with a ball, tread water for five minutes straight, took a shower, looked in the mirror to see my burnt face and now dark body, texted 'robert,' played twister 3 times, won once, ate fish with my hands, tried speaking tagalog, served rice for my 16 year old guy cousin on a teletubby plate, made/ate chocolate chip cookies, watched some resident evil: extinction, played mario galaxy, went pee, washed hands, finished game plan, collected my things, went home, texted eric in the car, made phone plans with josh, got home, threw my stuff on the bed and in my closet, now i'm blogging. and i js dropped my blackberry on the keyboard.

so about my conversation with 'robert,' it totally kind of killed my day.
btw, thanks again, for nothing, nada, zip.
honestly, i really did like you but you're being unstable and i don't think you really know what you want.
on and off for two times in a row, this off is finally final.
i'm sick of the bs, i'm sick of making the first move, i'm sick of always having to do the approaching.
no worries, no more, chus it's all over now. it was fun while it lasted, but nothing really happened.
although you said you didn't wna hurt me, and apologies do no good, it all happened anyway chus you think too much.

tell me.
was it worth it?

what a sucky week

these past two days have been crappp.

THURSDAY
so yesterday i confronted ... let's call him robert. so. yesterday i confronted this guy i was 'talking' to, robert, about a certain situation that i felt occurring. i had been getting this 'vibe' that he didn't wna be around me for a while and i thought that i would confront about it since i was getting SUPER irritated. so at lunch, i went up to robert and i told him i wanted to talk. the conversation we something like:
me: are you avoiding me
him: idk. i can't explain it...
me: can you try
him: idk...idk. i can't really explain it. i think it would be a waste of your time (or something like that)
me: yeah i think it would be
him: i think it would be better if we were just friends...
me: yeah. don't ignore me this time

i was being blunt with my answers and after i told him not to ignore me, i walked off. and went to the office to get my excuse slip so i could leave to go to my aunt's graduation from usc.

so. at my aunt's graduation, she looked so adorable (: I FOUND OUT HER SISTER IS PREGO. omg. so much news. so. my aunt that graduated, joyce, has just earned her e.e.d. or whatever it's called. but she put a lotta hard work into it. now she can be a doctor like a majority of filipinos. haha. when we got back to her house, this rreeaally cute white/irish sophomore college dude was there :O he went to the after party with us. hehe. he sat like a person away from me (: i was at the left of my aunt joyce and he was on the right and we were js kinda talking with her in the middle. but he's real chill. he kinda made fun of me a lot. x] but anyway. the party was at this ALL MEAT brazilian restaurant. freaking suck, man. i'm a VEGETARIAN -_- but they had a salad bar and i ate before so that's ok. their non meat food was good too. then there was cake. omg. the triple berry layer cake was so bomb. i was so full. i knocked out when i got home. josh wouldn't pick up his phone -_- but he called me back anyway. i don't even remember it. but i knocked out.

TODAY
we finished cooking our spaghetti :D i made the meat balls and my group said it was good. it's funny having the vegetarian in the group cook the meat -_- but it turned out good anyway. i gave the rest to henry. emak looked real down today D: poor guy. this week wasn't the best. after school dan ditched me chus he had to do his theatre showcase -_- that's k. we're gna go buy clay tomorrow. then i wna go swimswimswimming at my uncle's. omg. some idiot jacked up the driver's side of his car. there's this big scrape from the driver's door to the passenger door. lamesauce.
so when i got home, i ate some pizza and took a nap. then i went to the pageantry showcase. AND I SAW EDWIN ! :D omg. i miss that mexican. it sucks that he's moving though -_- *june15. i'ma miss him. have fun in vegas, baby. he saw my pimple on my nose x.x lol. the pageantry showcase was really good. some performances were like ew but the majority was good. like the chinese nutcracker. omg. i loved it. haha. so cute. all the instructors are leaving ): that sucks. they're all really good. everything's falling apart well i left after the showcase and took dan home. now i'm home and blogging.

omfg. and another thing;
today, my freaking ipod died today -_- not the battery but the place you plug the headphones into. something in it's jacked up so it affects the headphones and now i cant use my ipod and i have to save up money for my own. freakin aye. just when you need technology, it lets you down. fml.

HOLY CRAPP

i am freaking TIIIREEDD AS HECK. -_-
i hate hiett's assignments
i hate essays and staying up late to finish them
screw procrastination.
i'm almost done. i just need a freaking conclusion.
Freaking aye for distractions -_-

fml, btch.

OOHHHI'MSCREWED.

i freaking haaatteeee homework :( there's so much work to do. but i guess most of this is my fault chus i waited until the last minute to do it and i have no idea what to write and i've been getting distracted with random stuff. i'm supposed to be doing my essay but it's soooo boring. i only have 2 pages and it's been like two and a half hours. i chugged 2 glasses of chocolate soy milk :o it's soo good. or maybe it's js chus i'm really thirsty. idk.

so today we had a sub in foods D: we didn't get to cook spaghetti. stupid stella -_- this morning i just realized that i can't stay after school tomorrow to do the extra credit for foods chus i'm going to my aunt's graduation. rawr. i want an a in that class. i think i'm leaving at lunch tomorrow. the ceremony starts at 3 then the after party ! :D haha. i think i'm photographer. but i'm not even good -_- ohwell. but as one of my distractions from my research paper, i picked my dress out from my closet and i spent half an hour running around my room trying to find accessories for it and shoes and how to do my hair. i still have no idea how to do my hair but i have to wake up early tomorrow so i can shower fast and do my make up so i js have to touch up on it after school.

tomorrow'll hopefully be an ok day. i wonder when i'll finally get to swim in pe.

oh, i forgot.

fml.

ew, i hate school.

there's so many projects to do this week: current event essay for euro that i'm supposed to be doing but i'm too lazy to do, hiett's five - ten page research paper that i need to ... "finish" and bookwork for foods. holy crap. i need to print out that paper. oohweeellll.

i'm starting to hate texting. when i take a nap i stop responding to people and i forget my phone's on vibrate and someone either calls me or texts me -_- raawwrrr. and in math when i take my nap someone always punches me or something. jebus. ohoh. and in history when i'm trying to sleep during a video, the teacher always has to kill it and tell us to put our heads up. ew. i hate history. i hate loza.

thuurrssdayyy. my mom wont let me miss school so she said she'd pick me up at lunch. man. then i miss my last two periods which are my favorite ones. oh. *remindderrr: $5 for evelyn.

ohohoh. the pageantry spring show is this friday! i have no idea if i can watch yet but i told evelyn i was gna watch it anyway. i'll js tell my mom i have to write something about it for extra credit or something.

i guess i should start my hw noww.

it's hothothot.

tooddaayyy...

i mailed my two letter for joshua gillard before i went to school. after first period i gave kristine my poetry packet for help on her presentation. then i was almost late to second period. we finished cooking the fried chicken that i can't eat then i took three and gave it to april, emak, and edmund. but omg the one i gave eric wasn't even cooked yet and i didn't know and he told me at lunch that he was throwing up in fourth period. i'm sooo sorry. then in fifth period we had study hall and watched simpsons and the stupid teacher gave us another project.

during fifth ekang came in and handed out club 380 invites but with my name being too long, it didn't fit and only 'anne' did so i had to go to the office and get my test scores and take it to the asb room and got an invitation -_-

theeeen in sixth period i got a hand massage from mia who also read my hand. apparently i have a lot of stress. and after we switched seats and she drew prom dresses while i gave her a massage for 10 minutes then i slept and was awoken by a text from josh. then biology came and i tried sleeping but i ended up staying up and taking notes and i have to make up a lab at lunch tomorrow.

after school me and dan went to pho :D thank you for paying, btw. and he wouldn't taste the freaking sweet sauce thing whatever it was but it was good. and apparently i eat the noodles all fast -_- myyyy bad. then we went to morning glory and he bought lead and then dolphin bay then video 94 then his mom came and he left and i had to walk home in the hothot sun. and when i got home my cousin was sleeping all over my bed. jebus. but i made him move over and we took a nap and i think he almost fell off my bed. my bad.

but during my nap i kept getting all these texts and moses called me -_- what a way to kill my nap. but i fell back asleep anyway and then my cousin woke me up. omfg. but i haven't started my hw yet so i think i should. omg! hiett's research paper D: holy crap. gotta finish. and stupid loza's project -_- but i don't think i'm going to school thursday chus it's my aunt's graduation from usc ! :D yayayay. congrat's dr tita joyce !

yesterdayyy...

i did not blog due to my mom's hogging of the computer and a phone call from mr joshua gillard.

but anyway.

yesterday my uncle arthur came by to help finish setting up the computer but we ate out first. holy crap. chinese buffets are freaking expensive. i didn't even eat a lot. only a plate of seafood and rice and then fruits and frozen yogurt. x] after we went to best buy to get a cable for the printer. usb cables are expensive too ! freaking $30! then we went back home and finished the computer. then he left around like 6 and i fooled around with my account and tried convincing my mom to download a music downloading thingy -_- chus i'm not administrator anymore. gayy. then josh called and we talked on the phone for a while before i fell asleep while watching dr seuss's the cat in the hat and i remember waking up at around 5 and seeing that josh was still on the line o_o he beat my longest phone call record. we were on the phone for like 9 hours and 45 minutes haha. sweet. :)

and now it's mother's day today. the year is going by so fast. the school year's almost over and i'll be a junior in august :( more work to worry about. especially sat's. i wish they're as easy as cahsees. i got a perfect 450 on math ad a 436 in english x.x ohwell. club 380 here i come :)

so like...

today was kinda bleh. first period felt longer than usual. second period i help cut up a chicken and we made 'kfc fried chicken' but it's supposedly the healthier kind. too bad i don't eat meat :p then we had a pre-ap test party in fifth period. there was kareoke and my teacher bought a crap load of cereal. brandon ung is the best singer at fergalicious. derek killed it. then straight to the library to take the 4 hour and 15 minute long ap euro test. then i had to walk home. freakyfreaky. i got scared the creepy horny mexican dude would be stalking people again. then i got home and savaged for food. mac and cheese, strawberries, and.... i forgot. but i ate a lot. the days are getting freaking hot. april's supposed to sleep over tonight but idk anymore. i guess sneaking off to galster'll have to wait.

last night i found out i was somewhat related to alfred de nieva. what a small world. then ate ivy tried explaining first second and third cousins to me. holy crap it's so confusing. and i still don't get it.

but right now,

i'm confuzzled with ineffable thoughts and caught up in reminiscing about the past that will never come back to life.

omfg

today was freakin scary. me and my cousin were walking through rowland heights park and some random guy came up to us and told us he was a dj for this club in hollywood and he told us to go blahblah and he got our numbers and we went to rite aid and on our way back some creeper in his truck was stalking us... he blocked every intersection we passed and he kept waving to us. then while we were eating, she told me that the guy was jacking off o_o and she didn't wna tell me earlier chus she thought i'd freak. holy crap, man. we were being stalked by a possible rapist. x_x creepy.

theeennnn. i found out that me and alfred de nieva are somewhat cousins. how weird. could the world get any smaller?

and tomorrow is gna be hectic chus i'm got the stupid ap european history test to do. five freakin hours of sitting writing and answering an 80 question multiple choice test -_- ohhhjoy. i hope i do good x_x

my new mac computer is so bomb :D it only sucks that i wanted a zune and now i can't get it chus the zune doesn't support apple software and i don't wna download windows on the computer. buuuuttt i guess that js proves that apple is somewhay better :/ but i get a 120gb classic for like $200 :) thanks to my uncle's 25% discount with apple. yeeyee.

technological rollercoasters, educational challenges, unexpected rapist/stalkers; life's complicated.